I believe I am lacking life in so many ways. I was sheltered growing up and never had a chance to grow. I keep people at a distance and easily drop them to avoid overwhelming feelings. I’ve struggled, sacrificed, given and taken. I was a total conceited, controlling bitch in my 20’s. Over the years, I’ve grown into what I’ve always wanted to be… a simple housewife. I want a husband to worship and massage every night. I want to clip his toenails, make his dinner, wash his clothes, get him his beer, listen to his unending stories of work and lame jokes that I will laugh at as if I had just heard them for the first time. I want to continue to be a great supportive mommy with an even bigger family. I want so many things that center around a family and nothing around me. Why? Because what makes me happy, I already have…
One Thing
Restless tonight
‘Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line
If I traded it all, if I gave it all away
For one thing, just for one thing
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about
This one thing wouldn’t that be something
I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time
Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah, I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
If I traded it all, if I gave it all away
For one thing, just for one thing
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about
This one thing wouldn’t that be something
If I traded it all, if I gave it all away
For one thing, just for one thing
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about
This one thing wouldn’t that be something
Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah, I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah, I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
If I traded it all, if I gave it all away
For one thing, just for one thing
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about
This one thing wouldn’t that be something
If I traded it all, if I gave it all away
For one thing, just for one thing
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about
This one thing wouldn’t that be something
If I traded it all, if I gave it all away
For one thing, just for one thing
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about
This one thing wouldn’t that be something
If I traded it all, if I gave it all away
For one thing, just for one thing
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about
This one thing wouldn’t that be something